Things I learned in California
So I am posting this under the personals category, not because it is specifically about them but it about the demise of them as they are now. I had the luck last weekend to experience a superpower attraction for the first time in long long while. This was the kind of attraction that I sensed, and it perked up my spine, before he even sat next to me. Then my heart is pounding when to unkink myself before the flight he asks if I need my back cracked or a shiatsu massage. Not to mention the giddy feeling, that was so strong I think I yelped, when he kissed my hand for introductions. So powerful an attraction I was seriously contemplating the merits of joining the mile high club during the flight. How bold can I be? How crazy strong is this ?
Bold enough to shock myself out of the idea that forcing something is a good idea. Goodbye yahoo personals; your binary awkward solicitations seem ridiculous now.
I am going to rewrite my profile for the duration of my subscription to solicit funny or ridiculous stories from anyone who will send them to me. Maybe I will write a book.
So for love and attraction I want something more natural, organic, than that odd electronic venue for connection can ever distribute. I am grateful for the realization. I now have only to keep a lightness in the experience. Not let the lack of continuance to dim the experience.
So also I learned other things. A new work word that I like. â€œAdministriviaâ€. No definition needed; we all know what it is. Also I learned that a room half full of fake breasts looks really really wierd in a yoga class.